At it again...

Another soul destroying session
Been trying to stay positive
Nothing seems to be paying off.

Luck?
Not good enough?
Is there actually anything to blame?
Don't think so.

I should just get over it
and persist
Keep trying my best.

What is my best?
Is my best good enough?
Doubts start to surface, when it has been this long.

Can't help but compare my own to others
as they are all around me, going through the same thing.
Seems so easy to them.
Am I just not good enough?

Wished I was more positive
Wished I would rant less
Wished I could get a grip
Wished I...

Will stay positive. Must persist.

Hui Hui ^^b